Thursday, June 10, 2010

Inconceivable Incalculability of Finitely Infinate Possibilities.

1,708 days ago you wrote yourself into my life and changed it's direction forever. I did not know it then, but I knew how I felt when I first saw you. From the first "I love you," every 630,979,200 seconds I have never stopped.I know I can never add up all that you are and all that you've given me. You have multiplied my strengths, divided my troubles, and minused my sorrows. What I can calculate is that out of 293 days of marriage you have given me 585 "off to work" and "I'm home" kisses. At least 360 snooze button pushes. 293 good mornings and 292 goodnights. That is to say 426,320 matchless moments every minute we've been married. Every minute may not have been the best of times but the square root of all of them, (whether filled with tears, laughter, anger, or silence) is love. In other words, thank you for 25,579,200 seconds of incalculable joy. Since that serendipidous day we found ourselves in a library maze I knew there was something to be found. And since that day these numbers mean nothing. The feeling I feeleverytime I see your face cannot be measured metrically, seismically, poligraphicly, or biometrically. What we have is infinite and what we have is finite. Endless and weightless, I know i will love  forever. It may not be calcuable but that doesn't mean it cannot exist.